Self Centered

I swear, by my life and my love of it, that I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask another man to live for mine. - Dagny Taggart

Downward Spiral

Bad News

Shock 

Grief 

Worse News 

Sobbing 

Exhausted 

Anxiety 

Distraction 

Sadness 

Fall Behind 

Abandonement 

Eat Carbs 

Messy House 

More Anxiety 

Sleep In 

Touch Myself 

Bite Nails 

Dirty House 

Couch Potato 

Hungry Cats 

Touch Myself some more 

Take Nap 

Eat More Carbs 

I'm fat 

I'm incompetant 

I suck 

What Day is it?

...

Rescued

Loud Talking 

Stupid Talking 

Voice Annoying 

My space Violating 

I'm losing it 

The floor opens 

Instant Relief 

Fall into his Arms  

                         .........To Safety

I learned from him

Normalcy 

Quiet 

Listening 

Dispassion 

Searching 

Self Control

Vulnerability

Sorrow

Betrayal

Regret

Self

Resilience